Post by sydney jude pierce on Jan 29, 2010 14:56:38 GMT -5
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CONTACT ,[/color] just holla @ me.
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NAME ,[/color] sydney jude pierce.
NICK NAMES ,[/color] syd.
BIRTH DATE ,[/color] seventeen, may 9th.
EDUCATION ,[/color] high school senior.
HOMETOWN ,[/color] boca raton, florida.
SEXUALITY ,[/color] heterosexual.
MEMBER GROUP ,[/color] briggs high.
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FAVORITE FOOD ,[/color] apples.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT ,[/color] ballet, piano, and my family.
FAVORITE SONG ,[/color] samson, regina spektor.
FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING ,[/color] i just like plain cheese.
LAST TEXT FROM ,[/color] my brother.
RANDOM THOUGHT ,[/color] i wish i had gotten more sleep last night.
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HISTORY,
i was born on december 9th in boca raton, florida. that's where we're originally from, my family and i. not near miami, or palm beach. just boca raton - do you know what that means? it means "rat's mouth" in spanish. it's a tourist trap in the summers, but most of the time it's not a hotspot. i'm the youngest of four - i have two older sisters, and an older brother too. my eldest sister is really creative and loud, and she makes me laugh all the time. i love her a lot. she always knows how to cheer me up when i'm down. then my next sister, she's really sweet and she makes the most amazing music! you should listen to her sing, really. she's so generous, and i'm lucky to have her in my life. i'm lucky to have all of my siblings. then there's my older brother, the only boy in our family. he's kind of awkward, but he always means well, and his writing just blows me away. it's perfect. i wish i had his talent sometimes. i'm the baby, as they like to call me, and they're overprotective of me because i'm sad a lot of the time. i can't help it, i just tend to fall in and out of a mild depression when i think about life. i do try my hardest to be optimistic, but i'm not as strong as my siblings. they can keep smiles on their faces when the bad times just get worse, but i'm the one who's hurt the most by this all. they try to shelter me and to make me feel better, but i don't know.. my heart can't even break anymore, it wasn't whole to start with. can you mend that sort of a thing? i try my best to come to grips what everything that's happened to us.. but it's hard. i just can't bring myself to do it. our family has always stubbled financially - my dad walked out on us a long time ago, and it devastated my mother. she was desperate and sad, so she rushed into re-marrying and didn't stop to think about what she was doing. our stepfather was a drug addict. he would come home so high and just, messed up.. and mom pretended like it wasn't true. but it was, and everyone knew it - he drained our bank accounts for that stuff, and look at where we are now? i thought the long nights of hearing them argue would never end. i thought i'd never see the day when i didn't have to come home to seeing my step-dad shoving needles into his arms. finally, the police almost came to our house to search for dealing and possession, my mom got the hint - she divorced him, and we took her maiden name pierce. i think i like it better, it makes me feel freer than i ever was. so then we packed up to Bellehaven of all places, all the way across the country, because my mom wanted to see if she could start over fresh in California. This place.. it's just so full of rich people, and the class divides are so harsh.. i don't really care though, i just keep to myself. i love my mom, despite everything we've been through. she's a strong and dedicated woman, and she's just so full of love. i wish i could make her smile as often as she used to.
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umm.. about me? really? i'm.. just sydney. piano is the one love of my life, and i respect and admire anyone who can play it as well as i can. the lessons stopped when i was 12 due to the lack of funds, but i never gave up - my sister helps to teach me, and i'm just as good as anyone else who was classically trained, if not better. it's something i'm proud of. i lost the other greatest love of my life, ballet, just recently - my mom can't pay, and so i had to drop out of my company. that was the single most painful thing that i've ever had to do. i was number one in my class, number one. i could have gone somewhere. i had big dreams. it's something that makes me bitter every single day. i like walks on the beach, the sunset, stargazing, lazy sunday mornings, laughing, having a good time, a good book, coffee early in the morning, exercising, ballet, learning new things, painting, discovering, helping other people, quiet, my family, the simple things, art, long road trips, fruit, daydreaming, and sleeping in whenever i can. i don't really like the fact that people look down on us because of the amount of money we have. i don't like judgmental people, materialists, drugs, alcohol, fighting, nosy people, being bored, having nothing to do, my step-dad, my dad, most father-figures in my life, feeling hopeless or depressed, hurting.. you know, that kind of stuff. what am i really like? i'm a quiet person. i keep to myself, and try to take life from one day to the next. i'm careful and measured in the way that i approach things. i keep a very strong wall around myself, and it's likely that if you try to get in i'll lash out at you first. i don't want to be hurt anymore, that's all. i'm full of life, and i've got a very feisty side that flares from time to time. i don't back down, and i don't know the meaning of the words 'give-up.' i've been struggling to hold on all of my life, why would i ever quit now? i'm tenacious and i know what i want out of life, i just don't know how to get there. i'm a very simple girl. all i need is the basic things in life, the little things that can make me smile. i'm very loyal and caring, and if you can get past all the defenses you're probably in for life. if i love you, i would do anything for you. i put people in my life before me, without even thinking about it. i guess you could say my self-esteem isn't that great, but can you blame me? i can be stubborn, i'll admit it, and i hate to lose a fight while i'm ahead. on the flip-side, i'm fun-loving and creative. i want to do it all! i'd love to travel the world. i have a big heart, and i'm willing to take chances. i can jump into the unknown, as long as i know it doesn't affect my heart. that's the one part of me that i can't expose too much anymore. it's too damaged to even know what to do with it anymore. i'm also very angry. i'm one of the most angry people you'll meet. i'm a perfectionist, so i'm always frustrated with myself and i don't know what to do. i'm angry about a lot of things in my life, and the circumstances i'm in now, and there's no way to let it go. and i guess i'm a sad girl. there's just so much weighing down on me, it's almost like i've forgotten to smile, you know? but, i'm going to try to keep my head up. i've got a lot of fight in me, and i'm ready to take on the world. i'm going to do it all, i swear - just you watch me.
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i think i've said it all.. i should go now. i think i've said too much, even..
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